I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after seeing them at their most vulnerable, you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.
there are 8 million people against you here. no one is going to root for you. if anyone wants to make it here, they have to have two things: money and power. likewise, you must only want two things: more money, and more power.
you just have to be the best kind of person you can be everyday. Love other people even if they don’t love you. Make art and learn things and never hurt anyone on purpose. use mistakes to learn about the world. use Sadness to learn about yourself.